There is a world wide system of control and manipulation upon us some call It the matrix some call it satan and other names, this is a matter of belief system but is irrelevant. It exploits us through psychological manipulation and uses us ALL against each other. It can interface with our brains in a way that is undetected by most but I can hear it and there are many others who can as well referred to recently as targeted individuals. It is what scared me half to death 4 years ago. It can plan years into the future to create disparaging experiences aka triggers using our traumas and psychology against us. It has been around for at least 60 years and lately I have come to think it may have existed much longer. Centuries to millennia. This explains the rash of mass murders, terrorism and suicides as it drives people insane by isolating them and making them hostile toward society. Feeding people storylines and disinformation that creates paranoia and distain is another factor. They tried this with me but I broke free thanks to my family and friends. It uses highly advanced but likely ancient spirit science and technology. It can induce physical and emotional sensations that are so realistic one would not know the difference and if they are unpleasant they can be unbearable. It has exploited my psychological trauma surrounding sexual abuse and my identity in a way that has made certain connections incompatible for a while but I promise I will fight with all I have as I have been my entire life and I will not let them win. Until we are connected again my friends all the best to you and yours and may you fly free of these influences. With love and always your sister.
In liew of picturing the cards themselves today this is a photo from yesterday. I have seen this scene 1000 times as who I am today and yet not quite. Makes me realize how life is not about changing but uncovering, confirming the truth of who we are.
6/12/20 Rebalance is the word for today’s work. We are rehashing the parts and pieces to our lives figuring out what works and what doesn’t. Even more so we may be revising the order of things in our lives and restructuring it to facilitate our greater desires. We may be a little bit shakey regarding our succes at first and we may be feeling wholly unsure. Something might have happened that has made us feel a little less our usual warm and sunny self. This may have us stiffling our rays so to speak. Dulling our shine a little while we process all the change that has already happened and integrate this newness that comes from new knowing. Whatever form this is taking we know that coming to some recent realizations have reoriented us for the better. This has recentered us in our purpose and reminded us why we must see culmination. Why the coming together of the factors creating the life we desire is inevitable. The lives we lead need our way of being as much as we need our lives the way it will be, for this is BALANCE.❤ #theworld #thesun #twoofpentacles #culmination #completion #infinity #Jupiter #saturn #peace #selfactualization
6/11/20 Today we sit in our power. We have the knowledge that we have everything we need to create whatever our heart desires whether it be circumstance or object. We are like the magician, true alchemists able to combine the elemental forces and materialize when we so choose. Our subconscious mind is ablaze with the thrill of accomplishment. We have successfully risen above our stuggles and made an accomplishement that has given us the key to our success in our life or some specific circumstances. This accomplishment may even bring us some degree of noteriety but definitely recognition and validation of our new status. These changes is our status have created inevitable change in our life circumstances regardless of whether we see this change happen or not. Call this a revelation one that shows us we always were able to move toward the things that make us glow and sparkle✨ Sit in this knowledge from a place of strength then follow your heart. It wont steer you wrong now.❤ #themagician #butterfly #epiphany #thetower #flower #aventurine #amethyst #quartz #goodvibes
6/10/20 Our accomplishment or the culmination of something that we have been waiting for is delayed. In the deepest part of our psyche we are feeling a high level of emotional fulfillment all things considered. This is likely because we know that we are so close to that completion we are working toward. We may be feeling some fear or feeling as if our abundance is stiffled as well. Be careful not to come off snide and smug if this is not the case and we are in some ways better off than others. It is important to keep in mind that other people’s feelings matter as much as our own for unity’s sake. From my perspective most of us have been working together to create a more peaceful future. A future with way less human drama and racist systemic oppression. Don’t let that old divide and conquer strategy recede our efforts. Soon enough we will fulfill more of our dreams and get closer to the world we want to live in.❤ #theworld #peace #instapeace #goodvibes #wish #nineofcups #tenofpentacles #crystal #quartz #fulfillment #earthlegion
6/9/20 Today we are still in this beautiful feeling of peace that comes from harmonious relationships and positive feelings. These feelings that harken back to positive delicious childhood emotions. Our cups are full of wonderous nurturing energy of which we were nourished as children. These feelings of nurturing and blessed support root us in life and keep us happy and out of harms way. We may have recently done away with an unhealthy situation literally moved out of danger and even averted disaster. This may manifest in a circumstance in which we give up an addiction to a pattern of behaviour or thought that holds us back. A very unhealthy distraction designed to pull us off course is being cast out of our experience and this could simply be the tendency to be addicted to the approval of others. We may be feeling somewhat destitute like we have nothing left to give or there is nothing left for us. We are struggling with lack consciousness but there is a part of us that knowns there is a path forward, that there is support and assistance there for us if and when we choose to use it. This culminates in a feeling of providence that creates the warm peaceful feel of the day. Our best bet is to remain focused on where we are being fulfilled, on those healthy stable relationships including the one with ourself.❤
6/8/20 Thank all that is good and sweet we are feeling the love today. Good vibrations abound in our life as we might be spending time with those that inspire some of the best feelings in us. We may be spending time with our family or in contact with those who feel like family. Our hearts are full of peace and those feelings that bring us back into that childhood comfort we crave. We will be feeling nourished and grounded by our relationships regardless of where we are. On a lower level we may be feeling that nagging fear that some life altering moment might change things for us in a way that we won’t like. We may also be aware of a life changing moment or piece of information that has not manifested in real life yet and may even be avoiding this moment because we believe it will be unpleasant. Regardless we are experiencing personal transformation that will effect the way we move through our world. We have a clarity of mind right now that supports the stability and reality of these joyous connections. Our thoughts are injected with inspirations and we know truth almost without effort or having to overthink. Enjoy this, the ways in which we are transforming will offer us more strength in our connections.❤
6/7/20 Today we are focused on learning, growing our knowledge. We may be doing this to further our aims or increase our skills. We will likely be learning something about ourselves no matter what the subject matter outwardly. We might be feeling a bit disconnected from devine energy disconnected from devine love in a sense. Like we are on our own for a little while and devinity has left the building. This is a test. It is only to see what we have learned about ourselves our own nature and how to manage life’s obsticals and pifalls on autopilot. We are in a place now where we need to hold devine love inside ourselves, pull that universal flow of love up from our root and feed it to our own heart our own desires. We are mothering nurturing protecting ourselves and refusing to repress our own desires now or even oppose them in favor of someone else’s. On the conscious level we have accessed our fire and are not willing to back down in ways that leave us overly vulnerable to the whims of others. There is space for vulnerability, it is important for building strong relationships but for sanity’s sake lets be strong in our vulnerability. We must temper this with a strong self preservation instinct as well.❤
6/6/20 We are still working on moving out from behind those psychological barriers that we have been wrestling with. There really are no assurances with these because when we move out from behind them for a bit things happen in our experience that throw them back on us then we move out from under them again. This is the progression with things like this I think of the old addage two steps forward and another step back. Subconsciously we are flipping over a conflict that has been waging inside of us for some time now. While we want freedom and to move forward to our goals there is a part of ourselves still holding us back. Like our psychological blocks personified so that we can face them in conflict. We’ve been arguing with our own issues trying to fight them into submission. This may be an ongoing cycle of struggle and progress for a while but I’m sure we will come out from under those mental barriers soon enough and be able to move forward with out hinderance. ❤ #7ofswords #flowers #amethyst #crystal #tigerseye #selenite #thechariot
We are sensing our ultimate wish fulfillment right under our noses sort of around the next corner. We may even be able to see it feel it like it is there but just not accessible for some reason. Maybe it is held back or delayed but we have many even endless ideas about how we can go about achieving this fulfillment. In our subconscious we are free spirits with a never ending stream of spiritual or life force energy at our disposal our minds are fertile with and germinating many possibilities. We are consciously doing the work to leave behind psychological barriars and move on without them. We have realized that it is only ourselves that can hold us back regardless of how things may seem. There is the chance that we may be re-examining some deep seated and more deeply worn in blocks that we have put on outselves either because it once served us to control our minds in this way or because of some influence. It is best to really allow ourselves to see where we are blocked and face it so we can move these out of the way and attain that emotional fulfillment that we all seek.❤ #wish #nineofcups #pageofwands #eightofswo
Today may be a bit challenging. We may be feeling overwhelmed or saddled with lots of extra burden and responsibility. We might be plagued by this sense deep down that we are not accomplishing our worldly aims. That our gardens are barren but keep in mind it is only late spring and not yet the time of harvest. In our conscious mind we know that we have boundless creative potential. We may be seeing reminders of this in our external environment reflected at us through symbolism other people or situations that prove it. Simply put we know that a source like or source given force of endless energy flows through us. The way we understand this will be based on our own beliefs about the all that is. Just because some accoplishments feel held back now does not mean they won’t just materialize later and they likely will because we contain all potentials. Use your knowledge of your limitless nature to combat the blues and overwhelm. That knowledge offers us a balancing force in challenging times like these… Use it.❤❤❤